Probably the words I have said more than any other words put together in my life time
I love singing Christmas songs and listening to them all year round. I use to sing them to my babies to put them/us to sleep ;)
I love learning. I love good information. Useful, uplifting information. I dislike pain. I enjoy finding the joy in everything.
I like the rewards of working for free and I dislike material things (when I become dependent on them for comfort, instead of God).
I love God's supernatural gifts and blessings ;) I love that God shows Himself to us. Speaks to our hearts (Bill Maher) (I think that is how he spells his last name? ;)
If you survive horrific evil torture your whole life you end up different.
Different bad if you have no help. No retraining. Or modification as I like to call it (evolution ;)
After a lifetime of asking why? Seeking, searching, learning...I have a good life today.
Peaceful. Happy. Full of feelings and life ;) Sometimes sorrow overcomes my being and I am in pain. That is mostly compassion today. I am grateful.
My physical pain is a fight to overcome afflictions (in a supernatural way). Being in joy & peace and being teachable & dependent on God (as a newborn is to its Mother ;) that is a great accomplishment (I strive for daily ;)
From a life of pain and sadness to frustration and despair, to happiness, & peace is now just joy to me!
Seeing my prayers answered learning the word of God and applying it in my life and worshiping His Glory! Is comfort, peace & joy!
Being in tuned to God around me, God within me and calling on the Holy Spirit to amuse me (& protect me, bless me ;)
Makes me sad (but want to keep fighting for Good ;) when ppl are so messed up, twisted and confused (tricked by evil, the great deceiver)
Bill Maher. I pray for evil and evil things to be turned to something that God can use for His Glory! To be used to help more ppl see God within them and in others around them. To see God and good in everything. To not fight evil with evil but to learn about God and Good & His Glory!
Do not be defeated by fear. False Evidence Appearing Real.
Stress/Worry/Sadness/Anger/Fear Forgetting Everything is All Right.
Why means how.
When I work against myself when I listen to lies in my head that I have been brainwashed to trigger fear I stop now. I am intentional about focusing on doing the right thing. Obeying. Thinking true and real thoughts. Not destroying myself and what I want for myself. Wanting good and and wanting God's powers to get that (not my own powers or evils deceptions). Knowing that on my own I am lost. I am taken.
I must focus daily thru the day on how I think and what I do. I do not like being at odds with myself. I enjoy peace now.
When I have chaos or turmoil I must correct the problem within. I like living pure. I like following God's good ways. I like God's rewards. Not the Devil's disasters.
I see when I get off the path I feel horrible. I feel bad. Not sad but bad. Evil. Wrong. Before all I had just black around me so I was comfortable with that. Now it just makes me ill.
I've always had it all in my life (growing up in Orange County Southern California) the best of everything. I have always been comfortable. Overly comfortable. I like the beach, being in a bathing suit barefoot and warm sleeping on the sand. I love eating fruit & vegetables (I'm a vegetarian ;) & I like being outside in the sun and in the water ;)
I turn my eyes from evil things except when I have to see or hear something I must learn from. Change comes by seeing things I dislike. I never give up hope on defeating evil thru God's Holy Spirit ;)
Thanks God for that ;)
Breaks over. I need to get back to work. Today I am working for free at my house cleaning for my kids ;) and myself ;) Thank you God for my playlists of worship music to make me feel so good!
Thank you for great coffee & good eats ;) For my kids and all the great gifts you give us (our rad house ;) all our fabulous clothes (& bathing suits ;) you just provide it all!!
Thanks for the sun and warm beach days!!!! Thanks for friends and family and kids to laugh with!
Thank you for my mom and sisters Thank you for my sisters in Christ!
Thank you for dreams ;) Thank you for pictures & phone calls from loved ones too far away to hug ;) Thank you for our computers and texting and mostly for our health.
Thank you for teaching me and my kids how to touch the souls of others to serve you Lord God and to desire to do your will. To praise you in the waiting time & rejoice in our problems always!
