Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Truth Of It All

It sucks that you took my kids away. It's not fair that you took them so far away ;( I never did that nor would I ever think about doing that to you, to them.

I don't even get to see them go to their first dance. I don't get to see my daughter in her first gown, her first concert. What kind of evil person are you? Oh ya, the kind who walks out on his wife and child hours after giving birth to your second. I can't believe after all these years I keep trying to give you the benefit of the doubt! Well it finally has sunk in that you are just evil to the core.

I feel so bad for Evan and Amanda. I guess some people are just pure evil. Please God bring my children home, they need a mother. Keep them safe from harm. I see how you turned them against me and against God. That is the sickest thing that anyone can do to a child.

You think you have won. The courts are as sick as you. Just because I could not afford a lawyer I know if I could my kids would be home now. I can't believe my son is so underweight and the kids never eat dinner. I asked Amanda last night what she had for dinner and at 8:00 she said nothing yet. Aren't you home all day? You have not worked in 5 years. And you tried to sue ME for child support! You owed me over 20,000$ in back child support that you never paid! You ran around with your 23 year old girl friend and blew 10 grand a month and I have the bank statements to prove it ;(

Sick, sick, sick is all I can say

The kids tell me it is so cold in your house and my daughter sleeps on the floor! You can't even clean out the junk that is in her closet so she can hang up her clothes?

I wish to God that I could afford a lawyer and get my kids back! Even with a recent police report showing you threw your current wife down the stairs while you were drunk and had a loaded gun in your hand IN FRONT OF HER 10 year old son! No wonder her son ran away and has not even talked to or seen his mom in 2 years now. I can't believe how screwed up our "justice" system is ~ the judge couldn't even talk i'm pretty sure he was drunk.

Unreal how much hell you have put us all threw all these years and still you can't stop trying to ruin my kids. You told Evan you would kill yourself if he left. I just hope you don't kill him while he's there. You tell the kids not to talk to me and they don't unless you are not around (which is rare since all you do is stay home all day and your wife lives 3 hours away M-F) So you only leave on the weekends and then you leave them alone up in the mountains with no adult for days on end. So far away and sometimes snowed in how can anyone get to them in case of an emergency.

Evan has scars all over his back that look like belt marks, he say's he doesnt know how they got there.

The kids tell me you drive drunk, on the ice and snow mountain roads with them in the car and make fun of Evan for not drinking.

God help me and my kids. God please, please, please help me know what to do to help your kids. They are so angry and hurting when they come home I don't even recognize them anymore. They tell me they are not to say the word God at home and they can't talk about me or the Bible. Now they don't want to come for visits ~ it's like Patty Hearst when she was kidnapped, I see all the same things happening to my kids how they say things that he says and even in his tone of voice.

Oh God please help us fast, please God please