This is it ;)

you just get what you get today ;) all me - no edits? hmmm>> maybe? will see? I can go from super picky to i just dont give a fuck what others think. Balance I guess is good ;) I do use the laid back part to kick it ;) i dont stress too much - i use God (to calm me down and chill;). Rejoice in your problems (book of James in the New Testament The Holy Bible) my kids love that that was written by God using James, Jesus' half bro ;)

So today is a scattered day. First day I have nothing to do in a long time. well i have a few things to do - which makes me want a vacation with no kids so i have really nothing to do but relax in the warm sun and while im dreaming say a few weeks in a resort that is quiet no kids no noise ha ha ha run away to a deserted island ;) but back to work after that. i would love to live on an island a warm one though where i could bath in the ocean every day - no shower needed.

I would love to travel with my kids to all the places i/they have never been. see the world and help others. my dream job i always say is being put in charge of all bill gates money and how to spend it ;) I would help the poor and needy. i would restructure the jails. i would get rid off as many toxins as i could. no more unnecessary waste. no unnecessary plastics - look for ways to use alternatives to all the things that kill our earth and all the living creations.

I would set up schools to be a place to teach health and wellness and selfworth.

I think i would make a law that parents go to jail not the kids. If a minor gets in trouble it is the parents responsibility.

Well time to go get some milk at the store - i would love to have a farm where i could grow all my own food. everyone really ;) Everyone has their own food sources and milk, eggs, bread, make all my own food. That would be cool. I could make my own ice cream with my own cow ;) My happy cow ;)

Need to eat and then i am going to go swim in the ocean, to get my work out and be close to God out there just me and the sun rays on my face ;)

Happy to have my babies with me ~ God help me not be sad that my son is leaving today but focus that it is summer and he will be back more often now!!! I wish I could just take all 4 of them with me to travel the world and teach them about what is really important.

God, helping people in need, helping all creation in need. Enjoyin the sun, water and the land that God gave us. Meeting people from all over the world and enjoying all that God has here for us.

I try my best to do this here in OC and in between all the other peoples stress around us ;( just a little harder here, is all.