Thanks For Being My Friend God ;)

just got a job today working from home contract processing 995 a file ;) yeah and they are swamped so i can work as much or as little as i want ;) nice. I so prayed for this. To stay home with the kids and work from home and be able to support us with out their dad. I am sooooo stoked! Really ;) But i have done nothing but work so hard this past 18 months. Doing sooo many things i so didnt want to do. So facing all my fears. Amazes me. I knew the payoff was going to be so big and unreal. I still think it will get better ;) I want a big house tha can fit all my kids ;) I want a farm and grow all my own food ;) I want to live in a sunny happy peaceful place with my kids and homeschool and I will work wherever and whatever God wants me to do. ;) Will see what He has planned and in store ;) I know God doesnt want me alone but i know he doesnt want me with a jerk (or a sick person that is abusive to me and my kids) rather ;) His kids God's kids (throw a comma back there ;) so happy to learn to balance and slow and no fear and major trust and lot's of miracles (and thrills ;) happiness, peace & joy! Rad stuff really major supernatural. I so love growing in God. So love calling out the Holy Spirit! So love being in joy! So love knowing The Truth ;) Hard to stay strong and fight off the evil but God does my battles now ;) I let him. But learning to be worthy to take such good care of myself (for My God ;) Mind, body & spirit/soul ;) so... slowing down with God is has been so great all year alone with really no distractions (cept me ;) of course ;) so rad growth! Steve helps me a lot. You too ;) All my friends do!