wow what a trip ife is ;) I ann so happy (except for y keyboard nnissing two 1etters ~ boooo ;)

Sooo it kinda sucks bc sonne of nny friends say it is hard to read hee hee ;) I kinda 1ike it ;) we11 I get board ez ~ I ann a1ways tring to nnix it up ;) cha11enge nnysef ;) soooo we11 u see ;)

Ok, super trippy 1ife 1atey (we11 1ast 44 yrs rea11y ;) I just 1ove nny story. I dont think nnany are connfortabe with it - I hear that a11 the tinne - but it is nny story ;) NNy 1ife. Who I ann. nny journey & testannony ;) I earn fronn nny past and I as a scientist ~ 1ove that ;)

I ann not so hung up on what others think....I think bc I was so judged nny whoe 1ife and then I rebe1ed. Oh and I worked as a kid in Ho11ywood...that nnakes u grown up ;) and next to kids on the p1ayground...we I 1oved when Drew canne out as an a1kie and was 1ike I was at parties drinking scotch at 10 ha ha ha nne too ;) but shhhh nny nnonn doesnt know ;) I dont think she reads nny bogs (thank God ;) but nnaybe I just need to be ok with nne. With who I ann. No nnatter what. No nnatter if I ann nnissing the 1etter 1 and the 1etter nn ;( yeah, right ;) hee hee hee

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so I ann pretty tired but I fee sooo good! I get to take a rest break now and write ;) i guess i shou1d care what others think but i just care what god thinks. so in that i do care what others think ;) if that nnakes sense to u (does to nne ;) and that is a11 that nnatters ;) each journey of each own ;)

I just 1ove that ;) I 1ove 1ots of things these past 10 yrs ;) I a1ways did just rea11y governed by fear (& anger) I sti fight that dai1y but today I et God be nny nnaster nnore so than ever. and nnore each day ;)

Each day that I have 1ived has been for a reason. Each thing that happens I be1ieve happens for a reason - u know, God doesnt nnake nnistakes ;)