Giving each day to My Lord, My God ;)

Thank you Lord for teaching me to care more. And for the wisdom to see more and desire to want to do better for you (as my Master ;)

I know I am a major mess up sometimes but I know u put all those stories in The Bible of all those mess ups (that did worse than me on many occasions ;) I know u know that hits home hard with me ;)

I know now in my heart as well as my head that u are The All Mighty. That you ARE my Everything...and now I know just what that means.

I am excited about my life and the future generations, thank u for that.

I am at peace and giddy like a school girl crush just in love with your love for me ;)

I believe in you big time & love to learn more about you and more about you in me. I want to think big and never limit your plans. I KNOW that you are amazing and wild and very funny ;) Sweet and kind & more powerful than anything you created, evil included.

I love that I can rest my head on your shoulder and feel your hugs as u hold me when i need to sob.

I know u are my healer. My Saviour. My Everything.

You save me from death and many times from pain. I know now that I was brainwashed to believe by evil that I was bad and unworthy. That you hated me bc I hated you sometimes.

I know now that as a Parent there is never a way that my child's hurt angry words would ever make me hate her for saying she "hated me". I know you knew before I did  how to understand; that even if I was so angry at all the hate and evil in the world and so mad at you for making me endure so much pain....you would always be there for me to beat my fists upon your chest. You would never hit me back or walk away. You now can be there for me to give me what i always yearned for. I just  had no idea how to admit  i needed to feel safe enough to breakdown....and that what i needed would be there for me to comfort and console.

Father, I thank you for each day of my life and bow to you in shame that I cursed you for making me endure. Thank you for molding me & maturing me more each day. I pray each set of fingerprints out there now and until the end of time on Earth... finds you in their hearts. I pray each soul finds their way back to you & works for the greater good of all your creations. I trust in your Holy Trinity & it is a joy and an honor to be your humble servant ~

Please help me help others to follow you Lord & help us do your will. Give us peace & joy in our hearts & the desire to serve you God and know you better. Send your Supernatural powers to guide, protect & make our hearts sing ;)