Trusting God in my own whacked way

each person is different, unique to God ie. the fingerprints. So we each have a role, a purpose, a specific contribution.

do we care? Do we want that responsibility or do we even have a choice? I believe if u plug into god and your path, plan and work with him, well, u have a much better chance at happiness. fulfillment. i like to be myself and i think there is a part of me that loves to watch ppl squirm when i am. i mean, not too ez to be not the norm

ppl get uncomfortable (with the unknown, or unfamiliar) but others are attracted to that. I guess the ones that are uncomfortable just like to maybe see it in smaller amounts. But that is why i am such a fan of the plan. free will that is. u know, the right to choice. you only really have to do 2 thing in this life and that is be born and die. Everything else is a choice.

so u see u can choose as much or as little and walk life on ur terms. doing what u want and when. but we all get into fear. we get stuck or mislead by our emotions sometimes (mostly) un knowingly

pay attention and pay it to god's plan and honor the rules well guidelines to the best of ur daily ability and u can have a blessed peace full and joy filled heart (& thus life).

but what we do when we are alone, or leaning on nothing. leaning on false securities (fame &/or fortune) we get derailed. off track and mislead. When we do not focus on what it is god wants from us for us. we need to pay attention to the master plan and see that we are a individual with a time and place in this space and we do need to tap in (to what is going on).

It can not all be about you. ourselves . our wants. but our wants as a contributing factor.

sometimes i dont care sometimes i get so into me that i get so angry i am not getting my way then i see how counter productive that is and how that detours me.

from what it is i know i need to do. i want to do. i guess born to do. and that is to serve. to teach preach talk walk and act like i should. like god intends us to be.

kind. sharing. caring. loving and giving. self less and pure. clean, blessed and joyful. helping, aiding = living happy enjoying the gifts around us


why are most ppl miserable?

dying?
sad
angry
depressed
over weight
full of sin
apathetic
confused
lying
scared
unhappy
on pills
drunk
alone
depriving themselves of joy