Good things come to those who wait on the Lord & Praise God in the Waiting Time ;)

I just want to teach ppl to be good parents to themselves & others Teach love & compassion & encouragement Adults have no idea how to love

Most ppl had many bad examples of how to love in their lives & know no other way ;( That makes me want to pass on

all the hard work & pain that I have endured to know what I have learned. We have a commandment to share, teach, learn, serve & encourage.

It helps you & others. Motivation should be because I feel honored 2 have lived thru all I have & I owe my life many times over 2 The Powers

of God ;) We all know someone like that ;) That makes it real. One day every knee shall bow to The Lord it says in The Bible.

I believe in Miracles & Supernatural ;)

Surfed with the Dolphins all day and slept on the sand in the oh so warm sunshine ;) Mmm.. so stoked! Thanks God for all your yummy gifts!

Laguna today w/ the kids fun times getting golden brown ;) Beach & surf was so pretty lots of surfers & Dolphins 3/10/11

I like 2 work 4 free I don't need 2 be paid 4 working I rather give it away 4 free God gives me all that I need & tons of beautiful gifts

I think we are going to do school on the beach today ;) Thanks God for warm beach days in March ;) baby waves here in Laguna ;)

TrixieLouLaBell The Zen Web Of JenX
Be honest and real and kind and true beauty shines

You know I always thank God when I see a person whom I have been praying for start to want to get God ;) start to seek and get it more and more that personal relationship with God. God always blows me away. Best part of writing about my relationship with God is reading a comment from someone who read something God spoke thru me & I listened and wrote it down (instead of go do what I want or rather ;) God blesses me and others by my willingness & thru my pain ;) That makes it all way worth it. That makes me happy and keep going, just when i feel like it all sucks and life is not worth it and what's it all about (thanks to my international playboys ;)

i love how dumb humans are it use to make me homicidal but now i just am amused mellow with age i gues wisdom too you for sure have way more fun in life with a sense of humor. god wants us to laff to be light and take him serious not ourselves duh we are morons

and i think i am fairly bright, i have had way more advantages than 90 percent of the world. I know there are a lot of way smarter folks out there than me but gosh i had no idea when i was so angry just how dumb ppl really are

i think i rather ignore that fact ;( makes me too sad

but i know that i can educate ppl around me

on truths and realities ;)

I have studied my whole life and i have had great in depth times of darkness & disparage heck along with the worst of them i would say and test to that

but that as i sought out truth and wisdom and compassion thru God he showed me and i learned slow on somethings quick study on most ;) heck i have been working trained to take direction since I was 4

I think that is why actors and celebs why ppl relate to them idk something about being raw and teachable ;)

pained and trained to go on no matter what discount feelings and just shine ;) but then watch out the explosion is always just waiting to happen & it does often in actors/celebs.

That is just too much pressure for me, undue stress and torture but great perks ;)

I just was never a fan of acting. Production I liked ;) but still I rather do truth & reality. So maybe in the future we will learn as humans how to accept and love and care for ourselves & others better ;)

That is my goal. And I like to work for free ;)

God is my supplier of all I need & all my Gifts & Joy ;) I get comfort & peace in that and strength to do the right thing ;) Be loving & kind & serve God not Satan.

God's results are what I want for me & my kids not my dark period ;) I see now I am so glad I have been with the worst in the worst places ;) I like connecting with healing of others in dark places

and I have something to compare it to now 13 years later and each year I am happier & freer than I was the year before. I learn so much and God's supernatural powers and healing and guidance are like nothing else and I have tried it all ;) I am glad I did I regret nothing I am glad I am natural and healthy & free from fear today.