If this is all God's plan then why am I so angry? I don't trust Him? I don't get it really is more like it. I do not understand so I question it? Fight it? Why? Hmmm??? I wonder theses things.
I don't get it? Why are you so nice to me, then so mean? Why do you leave me alone? Because you feel bad? Guilty? Or is it just that you know you won't get what you want? Maybe all three.
I am not to sure about most things but I do know I love God. I love my kids and I want me and my kids to honor God. I want for us all to have mates, partners whom honor God.
I get sad a lot. Mostly I think it is just years of tears built up.
I rejoice in my problems today. I rejoice a lot.
Thank you God for my life. Thank you for reminding me that it is not about me, it is all about serving you.
Eternally Yours,
Your Faithful Servant.
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