but i love my life ;) i live an exciting existence (always have). hard caore to the extreme but u would not know it. so i am different. i feel different. though i pray to be the same? To feel. to understand pain. my life. yours. it helps me. excites me. entertains me. i get bored. i love the lord i love the spiritual battle i love the fight. i get to use my anger for good. rise above fight evil with love. rise above not fight evil with hate or evil.
i am really aware of my surroundings and can survive in the most wretched circumstances. i am ultra sensitive to smells and toxins. i can taste paint on my tongue and i love science. problem solving. my dad comes from a long line of master minds. my mom, creative. both godly. but both very wounded and hurt. so passed on and increased in size and strength like a natural disaster so has my will to live. My aim to b happy. my fight for my life and my would b future children, now grand children. so to change. to fight for good. for god. my maturity in my walk with my lord. my understanding of evil and bad. of how to deal and live with that. how to use that for good and know gods plan. how to stay close to what is not popular and do my own thing - with god. how to better myself and seek inner peace how to help others to do gods will and to feel and want more joy
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