Saturday, October 30, 2010

i breathe in mold spores and when it is cold it hurts so bad

yet nothing can be done unless you have money how sad. And even then you may loose. i know that is the ins companies bully and win. they donot want to pay out on mold so no one gets any compensation. Slum lords win. my last landlord was such a ghetto slumlord bully. I lived in newport but he managed in compton. well lakewood. and all gangster mafia jack ass. i hate crime. i so hate corruption. it makes me mad and that is good it stirs me up and i take action. i go to god. big g god but im eating a choc delish donout and im stoked ;) so yum! I never eat donuts but when i do it is a childhood comfort. my dad only let us eat healthy fresh home made foods. i was a teenager when i had mcdonalds maybe 10. but never til they got divorced ;0 then it was fast food nation all the way i was stoked i grew up on the stuff as a teen carls was rad and his son was a priest at my church but i was starting to learn of being a non denominational Christian, a follower of christ. a born again, transformed believer. oh, ok. sounded kinda new age. but no the southern baptis and pentecostal church whoop it up to the holy spirit so not just us catholics and who else believes in JC and why do they call them selves a methodist or a luthran? hmmm i started to question ;) I loved theology and prayed to be a scholar one day ;) i'm more like a preschooler ;) but my friends and mentors are not. and my background in church is not and my faith is not and my prayers both spoken and answered are not. I just need to have faith and not fear and im ok. I live happy joyous and free of demons and fear and evil. I use evil for good and that makes me happy ;)

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