On fire for The Lord. Although it really is hot today and I am so thankful. ;) I prayed for heat and rain and got both ;) I love tropical SoCal ;) Not too humid, dry Santa Ana's, cool crisp nights ;) Great mountains and great deserts ;) Great beaches well, I love all beaches ;) Just warm ones are my fav ;)
When I go to The Oregon Coast it is really different in the summer even there as it is in So cal ;) Even Northern Ca is too cold for me ;) I like Hawaii. The West Indies ;) Warm beaches Tropical and hot. Humid I dont do so well with ;) Butr it is very dry from the Santa Ana winds today. Indian Summer it is called.
I got married 11/7 ~ so I could get married in the fall but in Indian Summer ;) My fav time in Ca. Aug - early Nov. Then it gets cold brrrr.... till santa anas come back for Christmas Vacation and more beach days ;) What gifts! Great snow and gr8 surf ;) Mammoth is Heaven but Tahoe is cool too ;) I try not to see big bear. Not needed. Sugar Loaf is not bad if it has snow ;) I gave up skiing to be a single mom ;) I cant wait to ski again soon ;) Prekids I did a lot of snow skiing. It relaxed me ;) And I dated a skier for 5 years ;) He was a maniac and taught me to ski all closed black diamond runs ha ha ha and ice ridden straight chutes that went straight down like the tower of terror ;)
Runs cut up with moguls the size of VW Bugs littered everywhere. I had no choice but to conquer my fears and doubts or go drink a lone and watch others do it (on tv ;) So I learned how to be a great skier. I just could never afford it on my own. I never had a ski partner after we broke up really. I thought that was a cool and hard sacrifice. It costs too much for me to do alone with my kids so i just waited. E & A snowboard with their dad - he never went to the snow with me - cept once, a family cabin trip. He did not know how to ski and I dont think he wanted me to teach him. I later married a snowboarder but he and I never went to the slopes either. We had kids. I never saw him get on a board in almost 10 yrs. I think he had enough after he won a few competitions drunk and sober. He went on to surf and kite and skate (more ;) Funny too how life works.
I always hung out with surfers, skaters, punks, musicians, artists. Poets, writers, actors.
I never knew too many behind the scenes ppl but i was always fascinated by film. Production and edit. Directing and music. So cool to live near HW and follow my fav artists ;)
I dont get too into money or fame and if I had Bill Gates money I would spend the world traveling to help others in need. I rather teach peace and joy not lies and deception. I see the world deceived.
I as well fall prey way too much but i see more each day. I know more, I am taught more. I seek more. Deeper and deeper into my faith I go ;)
So I love to have ppl around me create. Joy and goodness around me ;) I love to give and serve esp. my enemies. So I am glad I taught my ex to cook. and i am glad he cooks with my kids ~ just hate when he forgets where he comes from ;) Dont dis me to my kids ~ you should say nothing but praise about how much grace and and God have given to you. And stop trying to rebel. Grow up sometime or you loose out. My dad was not invited to my first wedding. He walked me down the aisle almost 10 years later. That took 20 years of work. What blessings and joy have come from such pain and very hard effort. Thank you God for always giving me grace. Thank you for teaching me compassion for myself and others.
It has been a very hard and painful life but really I wouldnt trade in one day ;)
I have had nothing but joy and blessings and I use the bad for good ~ and God makes magic happen!
Magical, mystical, majestic all mighty super natural God, The Holy Spirit The one pure good source of miracles ;)
I focus on God and good and doing my part. Being sober helps ;) My joy spreads and God heals my pain. I only wish for joy for others. Thru your fingerprints ~ and lot's of help from God
I pray for all the haters and prebelievers ;) All the sick and disturbed. To find peace and joy and to heal. To spread Good and God and make a choice.
You can not serve two masters at one time so make amends and choose good ~ choose God. I am learning to obey God and heal my life of all the damage that I have done. What a gift that is to give to my kids ;)
Faith. What is yours to pass on?
Doing the right thing is never the EZ way. Call on God to help. He does!
Powerful Stuff ;) these spirits ;) I try and pray to stick on the right side anddo the right thing, follow what my teacher says and stop ditching ;)
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